tak180.com got me addicted to all the mini series they got there. I am hooked right now. Currently watching my 4th series, I <3 vampires. It has nothing related to Twilight. I personally think this is way better than Twilight movie 'cause the actors and actresses here showed more emotions. But it's rather annoying because it only stops at episode #19. You've got to wait for the upcoming ones. So here's the first episode (you can find it on youtube.com also)

I <3 vampires : Episode #1



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TkyE17Uulc

If you liked this; you would probably want to watch these too:
1) My Alibi
2) In2ituion
3) My Date

You won't have to deal with any agony waiting for the endings unlike 'I <3 vampires' for these three series. Give it a try! Believe me, you want more after each episode ends (and it somehow will help kill time before break-fast comes) *Winks.

Adam Chambers. He rocks! ♥
I need a wardrobe makeover!
And I won't be able to attend on 31 August):

Have you ever take a good look at the sky today? It's more than beautiful; indescribable. It's as if we are having spring in Singapore and different-different flowers are starting to grow and bloom. Isn't that magical? Yeah, it's been pouring a lot lately though but either ways I love it both.

I don't understand why I must get effected every time I read your personal messages. It's not funny at all. I should be the one having myself feeling relieved but how come it must turn out to be otherwise? Utter crap.

Random video for the day :



Well, I am not sure if this will work(: Wanna do some experiment on this?

I am craving for mcspicy and seaweed shakers. Blehh. Can someone please deliver this on my doorstep during break-fast? Pretty pleaseeeeeee ><

Class was a little dry yesterday, I can't wait for the hands-on class soon(:

I am planning to stay put at home for as long as I could. Hell ya, I miss homey like a whole lot. Been spending countless time in school or everywhere else but not home. I might sound like a boring teenage girl with no social life. But I don't give a shit about that. Some people out there, only god knows ..

Anyways, I realized I've been thinking too much. All the random stuffs. Maybe I would continue blogging about my random thoughts everyday :D

Random thought for the day : I want a BIG brother like JD ♥



Wonderful isn't it? And to consider the age gaps between him and his siblings, it's a huge one. A plus point for a guy like him(: JD loves kids.

To abang, I am proud of you(: Thank you for not doing what you wanted yesterday. Love ya!

So school's out for like about a month. Horray? Blogger is uglyyyyyy.

Have you ever really wanted to be somebody else when you got nothing else better to do? Like someone special whom you look up to, it doesn't really matter who but you really really badly want to be like them to make your life easier. I do and I think most of us does. Sometimes I want to snap out of my life and be adventurous, having a totally different routine of life. Damn, isn't that awesome? But that's impossible because it's impossible. Right, now I am talking logic. Blehh.

But I still want to be myself. Shit, you all know this but let me get this as a gentle reminder for myself : Life's suck and a bore and unfair and the list goes on and on.



Cause I pick the one with braces ♥

Sometimes, I feel I am the odd one out. The left out kid.
With a weird kinda mindset which nobody could understand.
And people would go "HAH, WHAT?"

Sometimes, I feel so small and unnoticeable.
Like no one ever cared. Again the left out kid.
Sitting there watching them laughing to 'don't know what'.

Sometimes, I feel like I am loved. By everyone.
Being hugged or kissed or see that smiles on their faces.
But sometimes again I also wonder if they were really sincere.

Sometimes, I heard them talking about me.
Well, of course they never included me in.
They don't let me get involved. Now I feel all guilty.

Sometimes, I coax myself assuring that everything would be alright.
'Cause I didn't commit any offenses ..I think.
But why these feelings keep me wanting to ponder over them? Or maybe I do?

I was created to be different from you and him and her. I was designed being this way for some particular reason. I was molded to a special shape so that I am chipped with my own personalities, inside and out. Unique feelings of my own were added to complete me as a human being. I own myself for now. In another words, I carry and portray the real me. I don't need people to go around telling me what I must do or feel towards people/things/animals. I have my own thinking and opinions and brainwashing will not effect unless you are good at hypnotizing.

I rather but anything but ordinary, please.
Someone feel me?

I looked like my daddy, what the fark? - A
This sentence made me laugh until I have cramps. I am loving Blair Blair darling :D We seemed to be in the same wavelengths whenever it comes to serious talking or even crapping. Ifah likes that *Thumbs up.

W16L finally week. Somehow, we need to find a way to adjust ourselves soon.

This post was supposed to be up two days ago BUT the kookubird connection just don't let me to. I know someone is really looking forward to this; Excited-lah konon :P

Haziq I know it's kind of late but I would terribly want to wish you HAPPY 17th BELATEDBELATED BIRTHDAY! May you have a blissful life journey ahead and be blessed with great health. Keep your insanity level high 'cause you are really good at it. Thank you for being there for me almost all of the time with the advices and all and of course your nonsense -.- But i don't mind; my life would sucked without a friend like you :D

P.S: Haziq is a very vain pretty boy (I have proof ..)

Asked him to smile; he smiled


But ..


And his gay-ish pose


That was your (insert the cartoon character name) pose i guess *Chucking. Let's webcam again okay?

Went out for lunch-cum-dinner with Leticia honey yesterday. It has been a sooooooooo freaking long time since i get to do catch-ups with this girl. She and her quirky mindset, like usual. And I truly hope she maintain the way she is now :D

Leticia and her food = Happy Face


This one was mine = Also Happy Face


Adek came back from camp last week and she is in camp mood state still -.- Went to her 'Finale Performance', I expected the show to be very noisy and loud but it turned out to be just alright. But overall, it was still okay we did enjoyed ourselves *Smiles.

Adek and her stinky camp smell


After which, ayah and ibu decided to go to Simpang Bedok for supper(:


Grilled Fish Lemon Capper : Yum-ouh-mmy!

Programming tomorrow which means codes again which means I will be stuck again which means I will need Zhi Jian again which means I am going to be dead!

Dear internet connection, can you not be suck-y today, tomorrow and every time I need you?

As you can obviously tell and see, my laziness to blog has level-ed up. Well, mainly it's because i don't have much to share. No maybe it was just my alter ego who refuses to share, yikes):

I created a massive mess which i thought i will or at least turned out fine without those 'sweets'. A very wrong move and i must really get that into my head this time, lock it up if possible. Slash that feelings of being abnormal. But relying your appetite on pills? That's totally a freak! Sometimes, i just wish it was not even in my family trait. And if the sickness is a MUST to pass down, why me? Chosen one, my foot!

I will go tsk tsk every time i enter my room. Hate the sight of looking at my study table scattered with all the paints and brushes and books etc etc etc. I need a blindfold, seriously serious.

That skaterboy was probably a dream while in the bus -.- i am crush-less.
I miss Adek Afie effing load.

It is strange to see the feeling of LOVE (to an opposite gender) change an individual. Sometimes, they seemed lost/weak when it comes to 'head-bang-on-the-wall-cause-he/she-hurt-me-badly-and-i-feel-so-lonely-after-that'. Should we call it; Pathetic Love? I don't know why but they sound disgusting (no offence).

Come on people! If he/she breaks your heart everytime, everyday - that is equal to emotional blackmailing. You need to move on with life 'cause without couple love it's not even the end of your world. You will still have your girlfriends to gossip and bitch around a lil *Chucking. You will still have your guy friends who are muchmuch better to hang around with; the ones that will tease you on how stupid you are for crying so much. And by the end of the day, you laugh at yourself and will sooner or later agree to them.

The most important people of all, your family. For now, just let your mummy or daddy cuddle you up (okay, this factor depends on how close you are to your parents luh huh) No matter how old you are already, they will still see you as thier little ones. Of course, they will do everything to put that smile on your faces. Trust me: they wouldn't want to wipe that happy faces away at all.

My conclusion here, if he/she was not meant for you FORGET IT! Start wasting your time by exploring other fun, crazier stuffs to entertain yourself can?

Apologies if the post was harsh but i've got to snap some people from their fantasy world. *KNOCK HEAD. HELLO WORLD!
I was never that strong. Ayah ibu; they thought me how to.
Too much of babbling. I am not a counsellor.
My piece + your thoughts = the world's thinking together.
AND PLEASE! LOVE, TREASURE, SAVE THE EARTH (i am doing my part)